After watching the movie last night directed by Robert Redford...I never knew it came out btw...I started reviewing my life...so many paths not taken for whatever reason and I came to the conclusion that at many points I have been so careless and thoughtless of others and their needs that I find myself falling into a rut that just seems to get deeper the farther I go into it. Occasionally I am able to pull myself out but just when I get far enough out there to expose myself and take a deep breath of the good air...I get hit by the "Whack a Mole" hammer!
Anyway not to get off track with this but change is coming for me. It has to come and I need it to happen now. I have to loose some weight...not for medical reasons but simply because I am tired of this. That is the first step and the second is to continue being the lion that I need to in order to prepare my children for the cold, reality that will hit them in a few years...Simply because they don't need lambs leading them when they get out in the world.